alles wunderbar.

I was folding some clothes for my mom a few minutes ago, and I had come to an epiphany.

I’ve always had this subconsious admiration and sense of respect for older people. I always thought they were so cool. I think that’s why I always used to bash on teenage drinkers and potheads. I guess since teenagers with the “partying” lifestyle didn’t seem capable of any kind of responsibilty, I had a closed mind. I know better now, but still. Maturity was always attractive for me.

I’d fold laundry and hold genuine conversation rather than grind on sexy intoxicated strangers anyday. Gotta keep them sheets clean, y’know.

Hm. I haven’t made a quality post in a long time. It’s not like this is “quality”, but y’know. Well, let’s see. 

• I don’t see me even having a slight attraction towards Bennie.
• It feels like I don’t have the freedom to post whatever I want.
• I am craving ice cream and spicy food.
• I have shit loads of homework I really don’t want to procrastinate on.
• I’m currently waiting this out. I have no idea whether or not I should talk to you about this. I feel like I’m already annoying you, so I’m terribly hesitant to do anything. I’m sorry /)__(\