hi, my name is christian, and i love jennifer julie lam. im on my phone so pretend these are in all caps. i love you fegaq (‘:
i wrote a paragraph to defend myself i guess, lol idk. plus i like writing so whatever. saying that i should go suck a dick just because im attracted to boys actually makes fun of my sexual orientation, which then ties into my lifestyle. i doubt youre a girl. girls are usually more mature and open about sexuality. i realized i was attracted to boys when i was like seven lol.
and its spelled faggot. ugh i gotta stop wasting so much time w/ these.
i didn’t even bother reading the whole damn thing cos i’ve heard it all before. “you’re such a faggot” “go suck a dick” blah blah fucking blah. you think i give a damn whether or not you approve of my life? i’m going to live my life according to ME. so fuck you. fuck your lifestyle. fuck your family. fuck your favorite color. fuck your favorite tv show. fuck the food in your fridge. fuck your opinion. fuck your existence. none of that shit is relevant to my life anyways. i’ll suck penis if i feel like it. ironically enough, you’re most likely a boy and YOU’RE all up on MY tumblr? EL OH FUCKING EL MAN.
i’m such a little bitch for writing a whole damn essay wtf man LOL.
okay i’m just going to make a quick rant since i hate the way some people try to ask anon questions. why did you take the time to type out the first “you”, but made the second one a “u”, as if you were one who types like that? you’re obviously trying to get into my business without raising any suspicion on who you are. you’re already anonymous, stop trying to disguise yourself even further. it’s terribly annoying. ok done with my rant LOL don’t take it personal, punk.
yes i did tell him. AND FYI MY BOYFRIEND’S NAME IS SPELLED ALJON* OKAY LOLLL
Don’t waste your time dwelling on someone that doesn’t love you back. Stop holding onto that nonexistent hope. No miracle is going to happen, you’re only setting yourself up for disappointment. Spend your time thinking about someone else because they certainly aren’t thinking about you. Maybe it will take time and maybe you’ll suffer through this heartbreak but you will be okay. And eventually the happiness will rush back.
Screw the party. Just invite like 2-5 of your best friends to watch a movie with you or something. Harry Potter movie marathons are the best, yo.
UGH I WISH. but it’s a celebration of my brothers’ and my own “first communion”, as well as mi cumpleano. it’s so ironic lol i’m just an atheist here and i have to do all this shit for a church i’m going to hate going to. i love your idea though, elise. you’re full of gr8 things c:
lol no you’re here to annoy the fuck outta me go home bitch
i don’t even like you niggas why do you want me to write her a damn letter lol she’s annoying as fuck
I have no idea how I’m supposed to do this. I’m unsatisfied with how much I lack in original posts. It’s either I write about things I don’t want people to see, or I just don’t write at all. This is so dumb. Whatever yo.
- i’m slacking off since i don’t want to care about anything but summer right now
- i’m extremely satisfied with my eyebrows. mary b noticed and i felt gr8 c:
- i’m having good moments with friends i didn’t expect to. i thought i’d like drift out of le’s life or something, but i guess i keep coming back for more. talking to kevin is good since we never run out of things to talk about. katina’s life is so interesting so i just enjoy conversing with her. i love vivien omg she’s just great to be around.
- i want to tell aljon i like him on friday ): he’d let me down gently on my birthday, right? iunno, i have this scenario in my head where he says he’d try to be with a boy with me and we kiss but i’m kinda sick now so FUCK my plan is ruined.
- i wanna go to the mixer, but my parents want to take me out or something. while i’m on that note, i hate talking about my birthday. it’s like, i’m afraid someone would be like “ugh stfu bitch you’re just hinting out your birthday for ATTENTION YOU WHORE”. ugh idk i’d do that LOL so i know people would do that.
- i made an anklet and i love it. i want to tan my feet.
- the party this saturday is such a hassle. it’s like, i want to invite people but i don’t want to. _____ and ___ are first since they’re like ma best friends. i’m not sure about __ since ___ is kinda annoyed by her but she doesn’t know. it’s weird cos it’s my party but i wouldn’t want to be at a party where there’s people that annoy me. then again everyone annoys me so idk lol. i love __ though, so i really really want to. _____ said if ___ was a good friend she’d understand. i love _____. and like, other people who i consider myself close to aren’t close to each other. it’d be really awkward since they don’t talk to each other outside of me gathering them together. whatever man. fuck that.
- jasmin delacruz is annoying and i’m saying dude more often because of her. wtf man i’m not even from san diego fuck dude
- it feels really good to type all this out. i’m hesitant about those underscores rather than using names, but fuck man. this is so hard. can all you people from school just unfollow me please lol